EXA(SIAN)MS

HEy readers!

So its been about 84 years since i've last blogged anything.

I CAN EXPLAIN. 

exams.

Okay exams are a fundamental part to ASIAN education because without them we just simply wouldn't be Asian enough gah. The entire past month has been just paper after paper after paper. Talk about some serious mental workout over here. The thing is that ITS NOT OVER :[[[[[[ My Chinese O-levels are on FREAKING 2nd JUNE and thats like 12 DAYS MORE DO U SEE MY TEARS?!?!?!?! The worst part is that even though i've attempted to study for chinese mid-years i still got a C grade which in my class is considered a SIN. Simply because my teachers expects us all to get As blah blah. But what she says makes sense though, because if i do manage (by some miraculous accident or whatever) to clinch my A this June, I WONT NEED TO TAKE MOTHER TONGUE DURING NOVEMBER AKA NO MORE CHINESE BABYYYYY. Now this is a lot to me because considering i already have Biology as a free-period, i'll have DOUBLE the slack/study time and that makes me happy :D:D:D

So now i just need to work hard la ahha after that imma relax for like a week before i start studying for my other subjects in particular A MATH bc i need help like this is a serious SOS situation. i have never ever passed A Math in my entire life, not even the first test in sec 3. I was thinking of dropping A Math but then i was like nah - math just need practice nia. Which is true however i am too lazy to practice something i have absolutely no interest in whatsoever. Speaking of Amath i just failed it for midyears once again yay?!?!?!?!

This year's mid-years have a been a complete mess because all the papers had some sort of dirty trick set by the teachers which cost a lot of us not only marks but our already-low-self-esteem-in-education. For English i expected an A2 at least but i got a B3 in the end because my summary had a 4/15 like yay me right?!?!?! And that pulled my beautiful A1 grade of paper 1 down to a stinking B3. Why am i so upset? Because English is one of the only 5 subjects i have confidence in scoring an A in and if i can't even get an A for this i crei. SERIOUS.

Speaking of which, i heard Miss Ling wasn't too happy with my class' RnJ paper and i am very worried for my Lit too D: (tip-off from a teacher i know haha)...

Anyway, for those out there that didn't do well for this year's mid-year exams, as encouragement i would like to say:

IT'S ONLY MID-YEARS PEOPLE.

Hope you feel encouraged because i do!!!!



Godspeed.